Well here I go again 11:40 PM at night miserable from all the junk I've eaten today.
What is it that makes me repeat the same bad habits day after day and stay miserable week after week?
My doctor tells me I'm considered obese some have said morbidly obese- I don't think morbidly but I am obese and I need to lose about 130 pounds maybe even a little more.
I can go good for maybe a week to 10 days and then I just get off track and don't get back on. Something in my world will shake and I just get off track. I should have more faith in myself and more faith in the good Lord that created me.
I have so many friends and family that loves me and want to see me get healthy and do all they can to support me why can't I support myself? It's all in my mind and I pray that the Lord Jesus will help clear my mind to focus on him and not what I'm going to put in my mouth the next five minutes; or always be thinking about food or snacking.
My body is the temple that he created and I just pray in Jesus name that I'll be able to treat this temple as he would want me to and get healthy and fit for once and for all.
This is just a test blog to see if I can keep track with this duty.
